MamaBearlyThere Asked February 2023
With Mom in MC and Dad in AL, there is a crisis every week. I have breast cancer and will have surgery soon. What about my health? My life?
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I wish you well.
Dear mamabearlythere you have already gone way beyond your capacity in giving and taking care of others ! ! Caretakers very often do pay a huge price for being caregivers, sometimes literally with their own lives, as you have heard and you mentioned in you original question.
Please put your (now limited) energy into saving your own life !
YOU are entirely worth saving too ! Somehow you didn’t learn this before (which is sad, but oh-so-common) but now it’s in your power to save yourself.
You speak to the Nurse at the AL and tell her you are going in for surgery and will need to recuperate with no stress. That Dad will be on his own. Unless an emergency that she feels he cannot handle, please do not call you. Give her the day of surgery and how long you will be in the hospital. Give her the closest sibling's phone#
Then you need to call Dad and tell him calls will have to stop. He will have to solve his own problems because you will be in the hospital and don't know when u will be discharged. Then u will be home recuperating and you do not need the stress of him calling you. Actually, you will not be answering ur phone. Then tell ur siblings the same thing, you will not be available. If Dad has a crisis one of them will need to handle it.
Your siblings need to realize how serious this is. That you may need chemo and radiation so you will not be able to do for your parents. That you need no stress during this. You need to concentrate on you.
Your parents are safe where they are. Its time for siblings to step up to the plate. And if they don't...you have one s****y family.
Boundries, u don't pick up calls from Dad. The whole reason they are where they are is so you don't need to be there for them 24/7. All you should be doing is visiting when you can and bringing them what they need. Dad has to rely on the staff.
Luckily my husband has stepped in to help me with them, but soon his attention will turn to me! I wish I could put my foot down, but I'm so afraid no one else will step up.
Your obligation right now is to yourself to get well which means putting everything else aside.
Call the facility tomorrow; talk to the social worker and tell them that you are off duty for the next 6 months, possibly longer. There are plenty of folks in AL and Memory Care who have no one.
My husband and I arranged for the legal docs (POA, Advanced Health directives, Trust, etc.), searched for AL and MC, managed their doctors appts, sold their house (to pay for their care), and have been paying their bills for 3 years now.
Dad equates the sale of their home as the beginning of their "downfall" and seems to think that everything would be fine if they hadn't have sold. He blames me for making all these hard decisions I've had to make, and he still doesn't fully grasp the extent of mom's dementia and what the disease is like. She used to manage his entire life, and now I am in her place.
Been there, done that, have the t-shirt. The surgery was the easiest part, Recovery was difficult. You will be exhausted for a few weeks, if not longer. Have brain fog for a month or so. I had to have rehab to gain mobility in my arm on the side of the surgery. Rehab was well worth it.
Therefore, let the senior living facility take care of any drama, that is what your parents are paying them to do. If your parents or the senior facility call you, just say "I cannot possibly do that". In fact, practice that over and over until it becomes comfortable to say.
You need a major "time out". You are NOT on-call for a duration of time. In fact, let the senior facility know you won't be available, give them a name of one of your siblings.
Knowing this if i were you I would stop all assistance to dad. Tell dad and sister you have to focus on you and beating this cancer so dad will have to help himself or sister will have to step up and help both dad and mom.
Now if sister refuses to step up then please keep in mind mom us being taken care of in memory care. Dad is obviously capable of helping himself for the most part with assistance - thus the name assisted living and the reason he is there. Let him utilize the staff for what he needs and your sister for the rest.
Now the question is are you going to be able to back off and take care of yourself? I can guarantee you if you die your dad and sister would find a way. Let them find that way now and walk away.
Sorry your dad and sister are selfish and cold human beings.
You must concentrate on your health, both mentally & physically, you are in a battle for your life, you must come first.
Your father could care less about you, he has told you who he is, believe him.
I wish you the very best, do what is best for you.
Can you elaborate a bit more please? Your mom is in memory care. Aren’t they doing the bulk of the hands on caregiving? What exactly is your mom dependent on you for?
Why is your dad giving your mom Tylenol and supplements? Is she in pain? Where is dad living?
Your siblings have made their decisions about this situation. All that you can do is accept their position. What do you expect them to do?
In regards to not being involved in your mom’s care. This is your prerogative if you choose not to have this responsibility.
What alternatives have you considered? Would you be willing to hire someone to handle what you are doing for your parents?
Do you have to visit every weekend?
You sound exhausted and stressed. Have you thought about speaking with a therapist to help gain a new perspective on your situation?
Best wishes to you and your family.
You should express your fears for yourself to family pulled together for a meeting, and you should tell them you are "stepping back" now. You should consider hiring a Licensed Professional Fiduciary to pay bills and work on things. Use their money to do this. You can even choose to resign your POA and tell family you will pass care to the State if none of them want to step up.
You understand your obligation is to yourself now, I hope. Only you can make these changes. See a Professional Licensed Social Worker in private counseling practice a few times to give up the habitual control over things that cannot be controlled any long, but CAN destroy you.
I wish you the best. I am more than 35 years out from breast cancer that had spread to the nodes. You CAN do this.
I think resigning my POA will be the last resort, but it helps to hear from other rational beings that I'm not being overly emotional as I deal with my siblings, my parents, and my health issues. It's so hard to maintain empathy for everyone else and still have some left for myself.